I was told in rehab I “would’ve loved meth.”
Shrooms are something I never did, too, though I was told (admittedly by my sponsor) that they tend to fuck neurodivergent people of a certain kind up in the head permanently.
Heroin, everyone says, is delicious in the veins.
I never shot anything up.
Mostly though, I am curious about what happens if I don’t. If I keep going. It’s been three years and my head feels full of potential, and I am even starting to enact that potential outside myself. Who will I be, if I just stay sober?
I’m curious.

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